Reverbed Past?
My fingertips cry blood as they scrape across the keyboard
Clawing to escape the trench I’ve burrowed
Constantly battling with (internal) wars that can’t be won
mental parasites
emotional drawings drawing
…leading my body to feel a combustion that can only be felt by me
I spend too much time within the concubine of my mind.
making love to my memories.
more like raping them for information.
trying to correct past flaws set in stone.
time has bought me here.
and I’m having a hard time trying to understand that the past…
isn’t the prerequisite for the future.
Just because something was…doesn’t mean it will be.
My insides are filled with walking paradoxes
false advertisements only to myself
for as real as I may appeal to others
in the inside I can’t see the mirror image they askew for me
Could it be that possibly…
I’ve lost myself in the recollection of my former self?
My ID has encompassed my Ego.
and at this point
there’s no outwitting my addlepated psyche.
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